NITTIOTVÅ ELVA FEMTON

If I could hear your voice again. Just for one last time. Although I remeber it

so clear, that it feels like we spoke yesterday.

Now its been two years. I miss you now as much as I did before.

Nothing will ever change that, cause I wont accept the fact that you're gone,

out of my life. Never to return again.

I dont understand how I'm gonna get through this. Without you by my side.

It feels like you were a big part of me, and when you died, a part of me died to.

Although you'll always be alive in my heart.

I need you. You were my best friend on the whole earth. And you'll always be.

You were the one I could come to. And talk. About everything. You were always there and

listened. Gave me advices, made me smile, although I almost thought I couldn't.

Everything I do, reminds me of you. Of the things you used to say, and the things you used to do.

I cant do anything without starting to think about you.

Sometimes it makes me smile, and I'm happy to think about it.

And sometimes, it's so hard that I just want to lay down in bed, in the dark and cry. And wake up,

and realize, that it just was a bad dream.

But the thing is. It's not a dream. It's real life. But I'm so happy for you. I know that you are safe , and feeling well, where you are now. And I hope you look down on me sometimes, that I put a smile on your face, that I make you proud of me.

I didn't want you to suffer, no one did. We're all happy that you are the brightest of all our memories.

All i want you to know, is three simple, magical words. I love you.